Highest Embodied Self: Personal Written Reflections

My Highest Embodiment Journey Reflections

by Lalah

Immerse yourself in the intimate and enchanting written offering from by Lalah on, 'Highest Embodied Self. 


About

 

Lalah’s personal journey towards her highest embodied self, offering insights, valuable tips, and guidance that will illuminate and expand your own path towards self-actualization and fulfillment.

May you be expanded all the more.

 

Fig. 1 Highest embodied self journey reflections | Photography International Expression and Alchemii Studios

Journey Reflections

+Affirmational Medicine


Throughout my life, I have faced many challenges that have shaken the core of my being. However, those tests and struggles have helped me find and embrace my true self, my purpose, and my calling. In this post, I'll share my experiences, insights, and guidance on self-healing, self-actualization, personal transformation, and devotion through my journey toward my highest embodied self.

My journey toward my highest embodied self began with a feeling of chronic dissatisfaction. There was starting to become a running theme in my lifestyle and relationships of 'I don't belong here'. I couldn't get away from this feeling, and it wove itself into more and more of my emotions and life. The feeling gradually expanded into a sense of 'there is more to my life than what I was experiencing'. After some time, this sense became an inner knowing I had no logical explanation for. Then, over time, as I stayed with it, I came to realize this sense and knowing was a divine insight. I felt a nudging and gravitational pull to go deeper and to explore the unseen world I was feeling and sensing through inner knowing and divine insight. It led me on a journey to uncover my true power from within. 

Affirmation:

I Trust The Alchemy in The Liminal Space

LALAH: As I reflect, the biggest new timeline and transformation portal and opening was in 2007 when I was 33. (Those Christ numbers are real!!) At that time, I had been on my healing path for one year, and much of my life was still woven by moments of struggle and pain. There were times when I was hit with intrusive feelings of uncertainty, doubt, and despair, all while on my healing journey. It was in those dark moments that year of me being 33 that it finally broke open. I found the strength that year to rise from the ashes, reclaim my power, and rewrite my story. This would guide me into a transformative liminal space that lasted between 2007 and 2014.

This mystical and divine experience I was quietly undergoing sparked an inner fire that propelled me on a spiritual journey of self-discovery and transformation. It became clear to me that I must take responsibility for myself in order to move beyond the cycles of pain, discontentment, and rock bottom that had stifled me for so long, for too long.

It was the 'alchemy' that had been within me all along, waiting to be unlocked and unleashed in my life. During this time, I learned the critical skill of trusting the whispers of inner truth, discernment, and intuition, which gave me an unshakable faith in myself and my purpose in life. I allowed the truths that were revealed within this journey to take center stage in the way I lived my life. 

It is this same 'alchemy' that I now share with others through my work. Through teaching and guiding, I now help others discover their own power and truth within, enabling them to transform their lives into one of abundance, joy, purpose, and higher vibrations. 

The young girl and woman I used to be are so proud of me for getting us here, and I'm so proud of them for pushing me to keep going, even when it felt like everything was against 'us'. 

Affirmation:

I Embody Devotion, Dedication, Determination 

LALAH: I am living proof that whatever we put our minds and hearts into, we can achieve, no matter how long it takes. As I often say here at VHD, we journey differently when we have the right tools, skills, guidance, and support. Anything is possible with higher vibrations enter the chat!! 

Devotion to a higher power and purpose, dedication to doing the necessary work even when its hard, and determination to love myself through it and evolve through it all, has been the driving force behind my evolution from limited thinking and living to conscious co-creation and self-actualization of my highest embodied self. 

I invite you all the more to join me on this journey toward our highest embodied selves. Together, let's unlock and unleash who we came here to be all along.

 

Fig. 2 Vibrate Higher through it all | Photography International Expression and Alchemii Studios

 

Affirmation:

Rock Bottoms and Dark Nights Do Not Get To Have The Final Say Over My Life

LALAH: The self-actualization journey is all about trusting the direction of our intuition and allowing it to guide us forward while at the same time having an unwavering faith that everything is working for us and in our favor. 

No matter how dark the night may have seemed, I knew that higher purpose would always prevail. Read that again!!:)

We are all powerful co-creators capable of manifesting new higher timelines. When things don't go as expected, trust the reroute. When you have to start over, trust the reset. And when it feels like you're hitting rock bottom, trust that the sacred answers and key will be revealed to unlock the door that leads you up, out, through, and beyond. 

Pain, challenge, and struggle did not get to continue defining me or writing my story. I began believing that there was always something greater on the other side of any struggle. We have the power to unblock, unlock, and unleash who we came here to be all along. We are divine light beings, and no matter how low we may find ourselves, it doesn't alter the essence of who we are: we are divine, full of higher purpose, and have the power to reset at any moment. This subconscious mind shift is how I started to see miracles unfold. When we journey with this insight, we become all the more magnetic and attract answers, solutions, protection, and higher timelines in the most miraculous ways. 

Affirmation:

Fear Has No Power Over Me. I Rise in Cougae and Embody Divine Power

LALAH: I made a conscious and subconscious decision to trust in something greater than fear: my highest embodied self. With this powerful shift, my world has opened up beyond belief. Fear paralyzed too much of my expression and truth. I saw a connection between my sense of well-being and personal power. The more I gave my power away, the less alive, fully connected, or embodied I felt. I now see fear through new eyes. Many of the things I feared were the very things that I needed to embrace to elevate. This realization allowed me to both passionately and uncomfortably embrace my potential like never before. When I feel fear these days, I transmute it by taking right action, which guides me forward and expands me spiritually and magnetically.

Affirmation:

I Rise from the Ashes of My Life

LALAH: The path we are on is a divine shero/hero journey. I rose for the ashes of my life, and I cheer for you and support you if you are doing the same or have done the same.

Through it all, I rose from the ashes, took my power and story back, transformed, self-actualized, learned to overcome fear, became the hero of my life, and rose into my ever-evolving and blossoming highest embodied self. I praise The Most High for this path, healing, and miraculous transformation!! "Never could have made it!!" All praise due.

Affirmation:

I Create and Work with High Vibrations and Spiritual Integrity 

LALAH: The career world has not been without its challenges. Every challenge, however, has only made me stronger, wiser, grateful, more creative, and more resilient. By subconsciously signaling a new timeline, I manifested a life of higher purpose work as my reality. There's absolutely a major difference in purpose work for me. I recall feeling disconnected from every job I had until my path divinely aligned to step into my true soul gifts and create and serve with them. There was overcoming doubt, challenges, and fear along the way, and sometimes there still is, but I'm doing the dang thang cause that's what my higher embodied self is here to do.

 

Fig. 3 My sacred brother Londrelle and I doing our highest embodied work on the set of the Vibrate Higher video | Photography International Expression and Alchemii Studios

 

Declarations:

Highest Embodied Work

  • I do not engage in work that brings energetic, spiritual, or physical compromise or harm to any soul.

  • I only use my gifts to bring love, positivity, and light into the world. 

  • I will not compromise my mission, values, or integrity for money. 

  • I remain rooted in appreciation of myself and my work.

  • I trust that I am supported divinely and protected. 

  • I do my work with compassion, kindness, and understanding. 

  • I trust in my gifts, knowing I am a vessel and conduit for divine light. 

  • I remain mindful that I am part of a divine plan bigger than myself. 

  • I am brave in the face of fear and doubt. 

  • I am brave. I courageously stand out to positively impact the world. 

  • My work is meaningful, powerful, and deeply appreciated by all who it's meant for.

  • My work attracts positive community and support from those it's meant for.  

  • My work and financial flow provide me with stability and discretionary income.

  • I am a highly creative, resourceful, and empowered vessel, and my work supports my livelihood with overflow, abundance, and expansion.

  • I have reverence for the divine gifts working through me.

  • I embrace and embody my higher purpose.

  • My work comes from a place of love, higher purpose, devotion, and courage: not fear.

  • I have a brave heart, a strong heart.

  • I embrace my highest embodied self.

Affirmation:

I am Grateful for Ascension

 

LALAH: As I progressed through my spiritual awakening, I began to develop a deep understanding of the interconnectedness of all things. I realized that my sense of self was not limited to the physical and material world but also encompassed the spiritual and ethereal realms. Even more importantly, I recognized the importance of cultivating balance between these different aspects of my being.


Affirmation:

I Journey in Grace

LALAH: One of the most valuable lessons I learned along my journey toward the higher embodiment was the importance of self-compassion. It can be all too easy to be harsh with ourselves on days when we don't get it right. However, I found that viewing myself with empathy, love, and kindness was a transformative approach that allowed me to move past obstacles and strengthen my resilience. Can you say 'hello, bounce back'!!


Affirmation:

I Honor my True Authentic Soul

LALAH: As I transformed, I increasingly accessed my true authentic soul, self, and voice. I found that the more I embraced my unique spirit, the more empowered I became. I learned to trust my intuition and honor my truth, no matter how unconventional it might seem to those around me. It allowed me to realize and embrace the purpose that was waiting to manifest through me.


Affirmation:

I Overcome Aspects Lower Embodied Self 

LALAH: Throughout my journey, I remained committed to overcoming my lower embodied self and staying true to my higher path. It took a newfound commitment, but the rewards have been immeasurable. As my understanding increased, I found myself becoming more uplifted and more connected to the divine forces available to guide and inspire us all. Through this connection, paired with self-compassion, self-development, and transformation, I began to release aspects of myself that no longer served me and embrace new elements that would lead me to greater alignment. As I did this, it created a powerful healing within myself, and I discovered a newfound sense of purpose in the world. When it comes to our shadow aspects, the most important thing is to acknowledge them within ourselves and find ways to work through or release them compassionately. By staying connected to my higher path, I was able to do just that. This looked like any shadow aspects that had the potential to be useful in a higher vibration, eventually transmuting into strengths and power traits. This is what healthy integration of shadow is all about. For instance, where I used to have a lot of fire and fear in my personality when it came to protection and defensiveness of myself, I was able to turn those aspects when I felt them into either healthy boundary setting, passion to try something new, and fuel to know what I direction to best flow in. When I was in a domestic abuse relationship, fear alerted me to play it safe, lay low, and hide. When fear shows up now for any random reason, I have to remind myself that I am safe now and no longer living in terror or survival mode. I had to release my subconscious belief that all fear is equal. Fear also comes with higher purpose, trying new things, growing, expanding, and not giving into it is good for us. In doing this, I am more empowered to express my highest embodied self without fear or self-judgment stifling me. Across-the-board, overcoming the lower embodied self has been extremely beneficial and transformative. 


A Deeper Look:

Alchemy of Lower Embodied Self Through Shadow Integration 

LALAH: To integrate the shadow, we begin by developing awareness of our triggers and patterns. We explore the underlying emotions and wounds that contribute to them. We can seek professional help or engage in various spiritual practices to dive deeper into understanding and healing these aspects.

Next, we lovingly take responsibility for our own actions and commit to making changes where necessary. We can practice self-control and seek healthier ways to express our emotions and respond to triggers. This might involve implementing stress-management techniques, such as deep breathing or practicing mindfulness, to shift the nervous system from a stress response to a calm one. The practice of equanimity that we've explored here at VHD can greatly help in this area. 

May any shadow work you do be a positive experience that leads to self-love, self-forgiveness, and soul expansion.

As time passes, you'll begin to notice a healing response and a positive shift in your character and embodiment. Giving into lower traits becomes less frequent and intense. You'll start responding to challenging situations with more calmness, courage, and resilience. Gradually, you'll integrate this shadow aspect into your overall identity, transforming it into a source of strength and wisdom.

It's important to note that shadow integration is a continuous process, and it requires self-awareness, self-compassion, grace, and patience. 

Remember, integrating the shadow is a deeply personal and individual journey, and each person's experience will be unique.

In conclusion, 

I pray this reflection of my continual journey toward my highest embodiment has helped to inspire and encourage you. It's not always easy to face our innermost fears, confront our insecurities, or release the subconscious programming and limiting beliefs that keep us from actualizing our true soul purpose and embodiment. However, it's only by taking those medcine-steps that we can start accessing and living the full potential of who we are. I encourage each and every one of you to take the time to look inward with grace and reverence for your soul essence and light and to develop even more self-love and self-compassion. 

May you embrace and pursue your highest embodied self with courage, tenacity, and the divinity and strength of your entire soul. 

Remember, she remembered who she was, and the game changed.

Leave your thoughts in the comments below. I look forward to hearing about your journey and how you’re embracing your highest self!!


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I embrace my authentic soul path and rise into my highest embodied self.
— Lalah Delia

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